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Tuesday, November 18, 2003
What's cooler than cool? Ice cold!


The ULTIMATE personality test
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Posted at 07:24 pm by vehemence
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Phobias, Sorry 53 <3

Don't you just love useless Information? Thanks 53 :)

Caligynephobia- Fear of beautiful women.
Cancerophobia or Carcinophobia- Fear of cancer.
Cardiophobia- Fear of the heart.
Carnophobia- Fear of meat.
Barophobia- Fear of gravity.
Alliumphobia- Fear of garlic
Albuminurophobia- Fear of kidney disease.
Alektorophobia- Fear of chickens.
Ablutophobia- Fear of washing or bathing.
Agyrophobia- Fear of streets or crossing the street.
Anglophobia- Fear of England or English culture, etc.
Amychophobia- Fear of scratches or being scratched.
Anablephobia- Fear of looking up.
Anthrophobia or Anthophobia- Fear of flowers.
Anablephobia- Fear of looking up.
Arachibutyrophobia- Fear of peanut butter sticking to the roof of the mouth.

Arithmophobia- Fear of numbers.
Asymmetriphobia- Fear of asymmetrical things.
Aulophobia- Fear of flutes.
Aurophobia- Fear of gold.
Bromidrosiphobia or Bromidrophobia- Fear of body smells.
Cacophobia- Fear of ugliness.
Chaetophobia- Fear of hair.
Chirophobia- Fear of hands.
Coprastasophobia- Fear of constipation.
Cyclophobia- Fear of bicycles.
Cymophobia or Kymophobia- Fear of waves or wave like motions.
Dendrophobia- Fear of trees.
Dutchphobia- Fear of the Dutch.
Dysmorphophobia- Fear of deformity.
Dextrophobia- Fear of objects at the right side of the body.
Enetophobia- Fear of pins.
Ereuthrophobia- Fear of blushing.
Epistaxiophobia- Fear of nosebleeds.
Geniophobia- Fear of chins.
Genuphobia- Fear of knees.
Gephyrophobia or Gephydrophobia or Gephysrophobia- Fear of crossing bridges.
Germanophobia- Fear of Germany or German culture.
Helminthophobia- Fear of being infested with worms.
Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia- Fear of long words
Homichlophobia- Fear of fog.
Japanophobia- Fear of Japanese.
Judeophobia- Fear of Jews.
Lachanophobia- Fear of vegetables.
Limnophobia- Fear of lakes.
Linonophobia- Fear of string.
Liticaphobia- Fear of lawsuits.
Lockiophobia- Fear of childbirth.
Logizomechanophobia- Fear of computers.
Logophobia- Fear of words.
Medomalacuphobia- Fear of losing an erection.
Medorthophobia- Fear of an erect penis
Menophobia- Fear of menstruation.
Merinthophobia- Fear of being bound or tied up.
Metallophobia- Fear of metal.
Neopharmaphobia- Fear of new drugs.
Neophobia- Fear of anything new.
Nephophobia- Fear of clouds.
Nomatophobia- Fear of names
Novercaphobia- Fear of your step-mother.
Nucleomituphobia- Fear of nuclear weapons.
Nudophobia- Fear of nudity.
Ochlophobia- Fear of crowds or mobs.
Ochophobia- Fear of vehicles.
Octophobia - Fear of the figure 8.
Olfactophobia- Fear of smells.
Ombrophobia- Fear of rain or of being rained on.
Ommetaphobia or Ommatophobia- Fear of eyes.
Oneirophobia- Fear of dreams.
Oneirogmophobia- Fear of wet dreams.
Onomatophobia- Fear of hearing a certain word or of names
Ornithophobia- Fear of birds.
Pediculophobia- Fear of lice.
Pediophobia- Fear of dolls.
Pedophobia- Fear of children.
Peladophobia- Fear of bald people
Phobophobia- Fear of phobias.
Placophobia- Fear of tombstones.
Pogonophobia- Fear of beards.
Politicophobia- Fear or abnormal dislike of politicians.
Pteronophobia- Fear of being tickled by feathers.
Pupaphobia - Fear of puppets
Rhabdophobia- Fear of being severely punished or beaten by a rod, or of being severely criticized. Also fear of magic.(wand)
Taeniophobia or Teniophobia- Fear of tapeworms.
Textophobia- Fear of certain fabrics
Urophobia- Fear of urine or urinating
Xanthophobia- Fear of the color yellow or the word yellow.
Scabiophobia- Fear of scabies

Posted at 06:48 pm by vehemence
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Kristen. Death to Kristen.

Well today I had to sit my Ncea English paper
(Ncea is a new zealand certificate of achievement)

I was the only one from my college sitting it, so I had to go to a near-by school, Kristen to sit it.

Oh My God.

It was so awful. It's hard to even describe the pain I lived through this morning. I swear, that was the worst thing i've ever done in my life. EVER.

I walked into Kristen with my mother. No way was I trying to find my way ALONE with all those staring fuckers. And the staring started. Oh my god, It did. People were talking, and actually stopped to stare. I swear, They had it planned -- "Let's scare the Pinehurst girl".

So I walked to the gym. I just stood there trying not to look at anyone, Trying to pretend they weren't glazing at me, And that I was emotionless. Praise the emotionless front.

After 15 minutes of Hell, A Man said some command. I was too busy thinking about wanting to die, I didn't hear him. All the Kristen kids got up and started lining up by cones. I was just standing there thinking "What the hell?". He started reading, And shouted my name, I looked up from the grass, And walked over. "What?". He said "You're supposed to be in line. Don't you follow simple instructions?"
I stared back at him and replied, "Give me some and i'll follow them."

Turns out my seat in the exam was at the very front. In the right hand side. First exam seat. Total Exposure. Why couldn't they have put me in the very back? Away from the others?

I swear, that school did everything possible to make me feel unwelcome.

I don't recommend going to other schools, alone, in your uniform to anyone

-dies- Well, It's nearly all over. At least the rest of my exams at Kristen, I have people from my school.

Day over, Byebye Sunshine <3

Posted at 06:05 pm by vehemence
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Monday, November 17, 2003
Life. Something in itself? Or less than that? Less than life?

Mah. Scuse the name. It was deemed appropriate a few moments ago. Then again, Is life worth it in itself? MEH.

My mouth is burning. My mother just got back from holiday.
The first time i'd eaten properly in three days.

It's so hot here. And I have nothing to say.



The all blacks lost.
So many devastated people.

This country fucking sucks.

Posted at 03:43 pm by vehemence
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Friday, November 14, 2003
List: why is it that people make lists? why do people wonder fucked things?

List of what's on my desk right now:

New Laptop
Empty Plate
Empty Cup
Vanilla Coke 1.5 L
Broken Headphones
Graphics Drawing Board
New Webcam
Old Webcam
Clear Nail Polish
Mouse Pad- Useless because i'm on a laptop
My Watch
Drink Bottle
Glasses Case
Pink Crown
Secret Santa Present
Lunch Box with Lollies
Video Camera
Old Laptop
Old Batterys
Empty Money Tin
Pearl Drops Toothpaste
Inscence Sticks and burner
Pile of Photos
Pile of Cds
100's of Black Cords which don't fit into anything.

And, That's my useless list. ENJOY -- ^.^

Today I think I'll do nothing. I have to take my dog to the vet... but not for a couple of hours.
He's sick.. Heart's going too fast, Keeps shaking and having fits.

Reading Mark's blog got me thinking. Why is it people care so much about sports? And their teams winning? Why not just support the teams that need it? Or something better?
I used to do skating, and a friend won an award in Russia for figure skating. She was a New-Zealander, So her parents rang "The New-Zealand Herald" and asked if they wanted to publish the article in the sports.
This was at a time when the All Blacks weren't winning much. The NZ- Herald told them that people don't care about this, they all want rugby. The next day, Appearing in the paper, was a full page article about the All Blacks losing "yet another game".
It revolted me, that they would rather publish a diminishing article than one with achievements.
Since when should people decide what we read? I happen to now hate sports although I am open minded, but this is coming from the same newspaper that sponsers companys to promote New-Zealand culture.

Why do people devote so much care to something that's so insignificant in the real world?
Great. Everyone has their hobbies, But this is pathetic. You think buying your 100$ All Blacks jersey is going to make them play better? Only thing it will do is give them a nicer car.. and maybe some sunsilk.

There's my bitch.. You did this to me, Earth -slaps-

ok done.

Posted at 12:15 pm by vehemence
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Wednesday, November 12, 2003
*drool* i want some wendys.. biatch

yeah. i think i'll get wendys today.. sometime :) but yeah. i'm going to the 5th level of hell, how pleasent.

oh, goodie. that new no doubt song's on the radio. it's great. what's it called? *frowns*

must download *drool*

i don't actually know why i'm updating AGAIN..

Oh .. ashley. if you somehow manage to get online.. i have no credit on my cellphone.

but i'll do some far away magical licking routine to better it up :)

ciao ... *_*

Posted at 11:12 am by vehemence
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I'll see Mark in Hell -waves violently at mark-

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Fifth Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Level Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers) Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers) Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful) Moderate
Level 3 (Gluttonous) Moderate
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious) Very High
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy) Extreme
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics) Very High
Level 7 (Violent) High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers) Very High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous) Moderate

Take the Dante Inferno Hell Test

Posted at 10:56 am by vehemence
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Tuesday, November 11, 2003
Mah... Here we go *pet*

this is for you rory.

i don't know why i haven't updated in a while.. just been busy.. and a bit lazy. i've been online. i'll update everyday then :P


today i had a science exam. it was OK, but the aftermath was faggoted.

haven't really been doing anything but being lazy and some occasional study.

i'm bored. ashley's not online..

everyone else is away.


*eyes fill with tears*

but yeah. i'll put some stuff on later >< when elliott's back i'll get him to upload some pictures.. or something :)

tata, jess

Posted at 12:40 pm by vehemence
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Friday, November 07, 2003
Mufti... how gay.

well yesterday i had two exams. i got hiccups in the maths one. it was funny.

then ashley and i went to burger king

science exam *sigh*


7am this morning i wake to "JESS! GET OUT OF BED! YOU ARE GOING TO SCHOOL!"


i can't do this again.

graphics teacher rang my mum telling her i had to go to school to finish some assignment. got there, and it wasn't even a fucking assignment i was supposed to do.

but yeah. *dies*

highlight: i saw hotness.

more later. don't feel like typing.

Posted at 02:15 pm by vehemence
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Thursday, November 06, 2003
Hiccups.. here i come. or you come.

well, harrah. here i am. finished two exams today, maths and science. i was fucked.

it didn't help, when at 4am this morning, i got up to go pee, and found my dad still working.

i had been planning to not have to turn any lights on, but the living room light awoken me.

i couldn't sleep, but when i finally woke up, i was super tired.


Posted at 07:34 pm by vehemence
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